Last night I actually brought things to a conclusion with F. She is great, but not interested in me. Typical. To be honest I'm not sure it would have worked. Did my head in when she kept telling me wasn't pretty and sexy like I was telling her.
The interesting thing is that S had told her she should give me a chance. So I can conclude that at least one normal girl thinks I'm good enough for F. On the other hand KT had put a bad word in with F, not impressed.
I think this is the time to move on. I always think these disappointments will be the turning point, but I never make them that. Maybe I should this time.
I need to make it work here. To gets things going again and make my life better, I need:
- Friends here.
- Progress at work.
- Work harder, at work, in the gym and with people.
- To lose weight.
- Get/buy all the stuff I need to.
- Determination, energy and commitment to keep going.
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